20M4M - Serious question and a roleplay prompt!

First of my question: Any guys here that have experience doing camshows? I recently got into the idea of it and wanted to ask questions about it and talk about someone who knows the business. In short: I have questions about masturbating on cam.

Second: Here comes the prompt!

DPP was a wonderful place. I loved erotica since I was into masturbating. I read a lot of it. In english and in my mother tongue, german. I always liked travelling into different sexual fantasies of normal people.

DPP was like the sandbox mode of literotica. Not only were you part of it, you also could build the story you wished for. What kinks, what partners, what scenarios you could want - you would always find someone.

That is also how I found you. I was being bi-curious for quite a while. Being into women my whole life the internet made me reevaulate the sexuality of men. I could not get the thought of cocks out of my head. So I started to look for a man to talk to. You were my first and only response that evening.

A hearty, funny and erotic chat followed. I liked you. We talked more over the next weeks. We had fun, we shared stories. You told me how you became gay. You were older than me, your experience helped with my increasing desire for men. One day you told me that you are doing cam shows on that camsite. I was interested and tuned in.

It did not take long until my recent porn history changed from Lisa Ann, Gianna Michaels and co to your cam channel. You turned me on. The way you presented yourself and the private feeling of a chatshow had me going. I thought about doing it myself but did not feel courageous enough.

One day I opened up my reddit and found an orange letter. You wrote me, asking for something. You wanted to do a double Male show for quite a while know. You invited me. I said yes.

Now here I am, at the front of your door. I check myself a last time. My short brown hair, fitting to the glasses. My 192cm tall body covered in a long black coat, a blue jeans and some ankle high boots. My heart was pounding. I was nervous. It would be the first time I have physical contact to a man and my first cam show.

The door rang. You opened. "Come on in!"

Notes: I am obviously looking for someone willing to play "you" - he (or the female if she wants to play as a man) should be older than me (30+), experienced and guiding to me. I am quite shy and unexperieced about the whole situation. The cam aspect is very important as I want this to be about being watched a lot - increasing number of viewers and wishes from the viewers etc. Limits are gore, shit and pain. Watersports are okay.