I'm realizing that the two females that I've felt the strongest about romantically are straight. I just feel like I can't find girls like that in the gay world, does that even make sense?
These are the girls who are like best friend material that I also find myself totally want to bang and cuddle with and I just can't seem to find similar girls who are gay. Wtf. I don't think I like them because they're straight (I even thought one was gay when I first met her but nope), there's just something about them that I have yet to find in the lesbian arena. Ugh. I don't like butch-like females (no offense to any of you fantastic humans who identify that way!) but it's not just them being femme, it's more of a personality thing; the awesome balance between feminine and "I'm going to destroy the world with my ambition" dominance thing. This is getting ramble-y and I guess I just want to vent and share my misery/confusion/frustration with all of you :)
Support stories, similar experiences, anything?
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