How can I reverse my transsexualism?

I was born a man. When I was 18, I sincerely thought I was a woman inside because of how feminine I was, and I started HRT.I've grown up a bit since then though and matured greatly. I no longer feel like a woman. I was an attention whore who fooled myself into believing I should become a woman because it was what the gay society I looked up to wanted. I'm a man who made a horrible mistake. I fortunately did not get a genital reassignment done.If I stop taking the E, will everything eventually go back to normal?