I need some help. I'm really confused...

So I'm an 18 year old male and I'm just really confused about who I am..I went through the struggles of trying to figure out my sexuality when I was going through the early part of my teenage years. I would masturbate to pictures of guy and to gay porn, even as far back as I was 9-10. I would always get uncomfortable around the guys underwear section when shopping for clothes and would always stare at the guys packages. I came to the terms that I was gay two years ago and came out to my closest friends and momTwo years later, I'm just confused on my sexuality/uncomfortable in my skin.. I feel strong sexual attraction to guys and like to makeout with guys... but I just feel weird about it. When I see I guy who is attractive, I notice, but for some reason, in my head I feel like i'm supposed to say "oh i'm gay, that guy is attractive". It's really hard to explain how I feel, but it's like I don't identify as gay or anything, but I'm attracted to guys..Has anyone else felt like this before? Any advice is appreciated