Any agender/neutrois/genderqueer/nonbinary here??

Hi, everyone. Currently questioning if i really identify as male or if I do that only to conform. I would like to hear how you people feel and have felt regarding gender identity. Did you experience disphoria? Or you simply lacked the "feeling" of manliness/femininity? Did you take hormones? Have you ever identified with the opposite assigned gender (for instance, cartoon charachters as a child)? Any insight would be helpful, thanks!