Relationship insight

I have been dating my first boyfriend for just over four months now. I am 24 and he is 21. He is my first real relationship with another guy and he is actually the person who helped me come out to my friends and family, I could never repay him for this. Before we started dating I told him that I was in the closet and that it would be very difficult for me to come out but he agreed that he wanted to be with me and said it was okay that I was not out and he would try to help where he could. So over the past few months I came out and have been trying my hardest to be comfortable being gay and also being in a relationship with another man. He is really an awesome guy, he's kind, caring, and really enjoys being around me. However, we have had issues in the past about me not coming out fast enough (which I did in may) making us together for a month 1/2 with me still in the closet and not being completly comfortable with myself in public being gay. He got really upset with me for not being like a normal boyfriend would. I fell like I am trying my absolute hardest to be caring and I include him in all family and friends events so I am not hiding him at all and we have received very positive feedback back from both . I know that I might not be the most compassionate person all the time but I feel like I'm getting pushed to be this boyfriend that I might not be ready for. I kind of get a feeling like he thinks I owe him because he has helped me in the hardest time of my life. I wish I could be what he wants but I'm afraid I'm just being pushed to fast into everything. If you guys could try to help from an outside perspective, am I wrong for still being nervous to show compassion in public? How can I be more comfortable so I don't ruin a relationship? If you have any advice at all I could really use it.Thanks