My first crush lives half a country away

So I'm 16 and closeted, and despite having a bunch of chill dudes at my school, and a couple good friends, I never felt romantically or sexually attracted to anyone. Then one day, I was on Omegle(on the gay tab) and there's this really cool guy, we chat it up and then go on Kik. Turns out he's in the same grade, same age, and to top it all of he thinks I'm cute, and by the way he is really good looking. The only problem is that he lives on the other side of the country and we only talk through Kik, where he doesn't often respond, because of some sort of personal biz going on. I'm just sad because if I lived over there or if he lived over here then I probably could've had my first boyfriend. :(