Help Me!!!

Hello my name is Cody Shultz. I am from West Farmington, Ohio. I have been trying to work on,this post for quite some time now that is. I was trying to find a way to come out on myself. I have been living a lie and I'm just tired of it. I am Gay. No one will accept me for that purpose, I am lonely, saddened, sick, and just want to have a connection with love. My favorite thing is to have fingers shoved into my ass. My last girlfriend would not do that. So then I said why would I have a girlfriend for that reason. Girls aren't into that and I then decided to come out that I maybe could be bi or just straight gay. But I tend to lead to the male prospective. I just need to vent. Please anyone if your reading this contact me at (440) 384-4434.