confliction in my gay life

I am in a state of utter confusion.just a bit of background info, i have been out for a year or so now. everyone is accepting and all. life is ok, no one really teases me for being gay. im 17 still in highschool doing my final year, i have a boyfriend who i love dearly. now for the confusing stuff, i want a gay friend or 2 or more, but not one to do sexual stuff with, just someone i can relate to other than my boyfriend. but im scared that even if i do find myself a gay friend that i will start developing feelings for them, especially if they are cute and sexy, i love my boyfriend and dont want to hurt him but im so scared and dont know what to do.