2015. április 22., szerda

I think I just need to vent

This post is probably just another post about life and stuff but I need to vent, so sorry 'bout it I guess.I'm a 23yo gay guy, completely out and all. I've had a couple of boyfriends over the last years and I stayed with one of them for almost three years. I was not that happy - I realise that now - but I was in love. That was two years ago.A boy I had been dating for three months broke up with me two weeks ago. No big deal you're gonna say. Well logically, I agree with you. I'm 23, he didn't think it was working, I have all my life ahead of me and all that shit, I agree. Except that I did think we were great. We were into the same things (RuPaul's Drag Race, music, languages, etc.), I was having fun, I was falling in love, the sex was great, etc etc. This is where logic is overpowered by my stupid feelings and that shit hurts even if I'm trying to move on. Damn you, feelings.And now, I kinda feel like I won't find someone who will get me like he did. I won't really find someone who I will click with like I did. Also, there is the fact that I really want to settle in a long term relationship because I feel that, in a way, I am much more complete when I have someone by my side. This is complicated even in my head actually. I don't really know what I want to vent about but I feel a little better now that I have written that.Sorry for the basicness of that post, have a good day y'all.

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