My life sucks

Seriously, I need to vent because my sexual preferences are just ridiculous. Let's start off by saying that I'm 21 and heavily into daddies, like 35-50 years old hot guys. People my age do NOTHING to me. And this already makes a serious relationship impossible.Second, I have a major foot fetish, not something fun to mix with sex, but it's basically.the only way to get off and my main focus. Dicks do nothing to me, 0, don't get turned on, and everyone is always disappointed.when I can't suck them off.I just want a man to sleep with, hug and kiss but my tastes and my 0 love for dick makes finding someone, especially outside of the internet, fucking impossible and I'm just left here wasting my life on craigslist meetings.I'm so mad I don't like dick fuck my life.