Is it possible?

The male homosexual population is approximately 2%. That's not a great number for someone who is introvert and peculiar. Not really comforting for someone who never experienced nor felt love before because he needs an emotional attachment. I could just hook up on Grindr, hell, even a long known internet friend offered me the possibility to experiment, but I can't, I won't and I know it's my very own fault for being this way. I accepted it, years ago. If I don't bump into him at the University I'll attend as of this fall, well I don't even care anymore.