2015. június 23., kedd

I kissed a boy and I liked it~

Pardon the dorky title, I'm just a little bit giddy is all! Also hello everybody! I'm a long time lurker, first time poster, and recently bi-curious! I wouldn't go so far as to say bisexual since this is all new to me for the most part and I'm still sorting some stuff out, but definitely curious.Long story short, one of my best male friends (who is an out pansexual) recently hung out after over half a year of not seeing each other. we've always been very close and open with each other, but I've never felt -that way- about him. To celebrate our reunion we pretty much took a whole boatload of acid and molly, took a long hike, and watched some crazy movies. Towards the end of the night and after a lot of cuddling (something that pretty much happens with all of our friends with molly, lol) he looked over to me and asked "can I kiss you?" I guess I was giving him bedroom eyes or something because I was toying with the idea in my head,but I would have never dared to be the one to go for it. I replied with a casual shrug and a "sure man", and we made out quite a bit after that. It was pretty amazing.Now, I know what you guys are thinking. It was just the molly, right? Well, that's what I thought at first, but as I contemplate that night and the days pass on, my feelings remain the same. I don't know if I'm attracted to men, in general, but I'm definitely attracted to him. The best part about about all of this is that my girlfriend (whom I told shortly after what happened of course!) was extremely supportive and not even the least bit upset. She just told me I was cute, that she was glad I told her, and that she had a similar period of uncertainty earlier in her life, and that she'd support me all the way through it, so shoutouts to a loving, supportive, and ultra-sexy girlfriend, I love you kitty <3Therewasalsotalkofapossiblethree-waybutthat'sastoryforanothertime>.>TL;DR: Made out with a same sex high school buddy, liked it a lot. Thanks for reading~

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