I don't know where else to post this but...

I've had a crush on a friend forever and i made the decision a long time ago that i value his friendship more than anything and i wouldn't do anything to jepoardize that. Fast forward to tonight... we went to the bar and got shit faced and it ended up with me blowing him. My first man-on-man experience and i gotta say... i LOVE it. I've never felt more justified in my sexuality than i am now. We did more than just trade oral and it was everything i hoped for. I've never felt this way before... im sure my emotions are just running through everything that happened but.... we made plans to hang out tomorrow night. Am i getting ahead of myself? I just don't know how to feel, other than just 100% satisfied. How do you sort out your feelings after something like this? I guess im still riding on cloud 9.