How do you cope with a past rape and do you ever get over it?

I was raped by a couple of guys a few years ago and I still think about it almost every day and every situation I’m in with guys. Will I ever get over it and how do you deal with something like that? I’ve also always had a rape fetish ever since it happened so do you think it messed with my brain. It was a dramatic experience and it’s so hard to trust people now. Especially since nobody took me serious when I told a few people so I’ve pretty much kept everything bottled inside since then. Happy Thanksgiving everyone :/