I don't know how to get over the feeling that I'm undesirable. I feel hideous, and I get the impression that people don't care about me because of it.

It's hard to keep from being jealous of my more attractive friends who seem to have people bending over backwards for them, whereas I am largely ignored, because I'm not attractive enough.It doesn't help that my race is seen as undesirable.I keep feeling uglier and uglier each day, but I don't want to feel this way.I just want to feel desired, for a change. I wish I could feel wanted.