2015. június 10., szerda

To help my other...

I don't know if it's fine to post it here, but i really need to learn some things from others with experience...I have a boyfriend, we don't call it that, we are just dating, around a month since we started. I truly appreciate him for bringing me a chance to experience something so significant with him since it's been a long time since I have tried it.A problem started a few days ago, monday to be exact, I remember leaving him a few texts before I went to bed. However I noticed he didn't reply for a full day, and I knew something was wrong, I did leave a few texts again but he didn't answer... until today.He is leaving to another city to study, and he got his results, pass, but don't know yet if the school will accept him (I hope it does, would be a truly good chance for him study in a better place, yes, I want him to stay but I know school is important...) I am getting a bit off, anyways.Today, he told me that he told his father about us, and him being gay, he told me that it went 'fine' (not so sure about it by the way he told me), but that he saw disappointment in his father's eyes... true.I know he's sad right now, I want to help him, he said he is fine but... I don't know. It's a first time since I have experienced this, I want to help him, I feel as if it was my fault... all of it, but I know he wants me to smile... and so do I want him to as well...I am sorry if this could go into other sub, I checked on r/depression but saw that some suggested others to post it here

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